My gran parents are visiting tomorrow....... thinking of it gets me completely mad! Damn it...... what the hell are they going to do over here! I don't want them here... I just want them to disapear from my life for ever!
Just knowing that HE's going to be in the same house as me, looking at me, eating at the very same table as me makes me sick as hell!
I usually have a lot of respect for old people but this time I am not sure I am going to be able to control myself! You can't even imagine how deeply I can hate that man... the way he looks, the way he thinks, the way he talks..... everything in him makes me want to vomit! He's done so much harm to me in the past that I don't think I'll ever be able to forgive him. How could I anyway? He's ruined my teenage years, and didn't let me grow up the way I was supposed to. Even now it still hurts deep inside and I am always wondering if it will ever heal.