I am not feeling very good this morning. I feel sad and I don't even know why. I mean, I am going to see Sack Trick live in London this week-end and I am madly in love but still I feel there's something wrong.
I am feeling torn between the desire to move to London and the need to go join the one I love in Rio! It's a difficult decision to make and it's scary! I haven't felt so good in years, I am happy because there's someone I love and who loves me back and I don't want to loose him just because we are miles apart. I'm not going to let an ocean seperate me from happiness because I've been stubborn and moved to London instead of being with the person I care about the most.
It's hard... i've given myself a couple of weeks to think about it! And that's what I am planning to do... weight the pros and cons and make a decision that is surely gonna change my life!
But the more I think about it, the more I want to be with my sweetheart and if I decide to join him there, I guess I won't have any regret!
Anyway, I've watched Brasil / Cameroun football play yesterday... well, kind of! I fell asleep right in the middle and when I woke up it was already finished ... obviously, eh !!! So I just got to know who won the game this morning. Dad didn't look very pleased with the result! I guess he really wanted Brasil to win .... that's a shame they didn't !!!